Slow drip from the gutter sounds like a pounding against the walls
A slow, steady, pound
Like someone who’s found you and put you in the corner
Dead stare. Heart beats hitting. Empty air. Teeth keep gritting.
I apologize, I don’t know how I got this way
I apologize, you got in the way
8:10 pm • 6 December 2013 • 2 notes
I’ve got myself wedged in between something brutal.
1:57 am • 21 November 2013
Why can’t I have you the way I know I can? Why am I so incapable of being satisfied?
1:56 am • 21 November 2013 • 1 note
My apologies for never updating this, though I don’t think anyone really cares.
Life happens and It’s been demanding my attention more than ever. Just within past few months a lot has come my way. I moved out of my mom’s house. I got a new job and hated it and so I quit. I was involved in a car accident and my car was totalled. I got another new job and I love it. I’m experiencing a lot of stress and personal issues. I’m so far away from the people I love and yet I haven’t gone anywhere at all.
I need some rest. A week to myself perhaps, but I’d be too scared of never coming back.
1:54 am • 21 November 2013 • 3 notes
I cannot do anything besides hope that you will love me, my thoughts, my bitter feelings and all. I hope that you will love me when all my confidence collapses around me.
1:43 am • 21 November 2013